Fucked it up agianmy boyfrined hates me and what ever can i gat nothing fucking right..i mean why to i always seem to screw myself over...i mean it's like it's not enough i have almost nobody left who gives a rats ass about me lets go screw up one of the last people who do lets see how miserable i can make myself today...i mean yes i think he is over reacting on half the shit but i mean if i would think somthing out before hand i might actually have a chance at being with him but just like the other good ones i had i fucked it up and i have little chance of anything being ok between us at this moment to what ever heres the song of the fucking day it fall for you by second hand serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

 

man do yall know the suckie thing for me about graduating from high school...losing all my friends i mean i didnt have that many when i left but no more ex boyfriend friends and no more best friends i lost just about all of them courtney jen biscuit and turns out half the people that claimed they loved me and i was the best thing scince sliced bread up and decided they hate me so yeah i miss the good ole days of hanging out at rory's house around a fire int he barrel thing skipping school down in the nature trail, making out in the rain next to busses and slaming people into coke machines during hard-core makout session befor classes started..i dont get to do really anything now days all i got now is jeremy(my present boyfriend) if you guys know me you'll know he's the guy i liked when i went to chapel hill but yeah high school was truly the best few years of my life especally the first 2 years i was at county but what ever no one at county cares bout me no ways

                                 PEACE...spinner   

omg i'm at my sister's house alone and i'm stuck here till four someone please give me somthing to do out here or i think i will certainly die of freakin boredom anyways i'm here because were all going camping by some river and going tubeing and somthing else not sure what they said it was but it all saounds fun just sitting here waiting isn't any fun but anyways i gotta bounce luv you guys bye